Friday, February 19, 2010

really quiet cny this year. and so far i'm really liking it. i hate big gatherings. its really pointless when i'm not really interested in seeing my extended family (majority of whom don't even contact us except in social functions which we are thrown together) so yeah.
cousin flew off to melbs on sunday night. suddenly am not looking forward to studying overseas. i have this love/hate relationship with fresh starts. i crave for it yet i dread the moment it actually arrives. not to mention it puts a bajillion miles between me and my besties and bf.
promised myself i would get my driving license by the end of 2010 but the way i keep procrastinating on it means it might take a while longer.
i swear the gushy, annoyingly optimistic side of me is overflowing. i actually spent two days making cupcakes and chocolates for my friends and bf. (mostly bf but i saved the nicer ones for friends, bf can have the not-so-nice looking ones. hee.) the one thing i promised myself was never to get domesticated. ugh. (i swore that my future husband was gonna cook, clean and do whatever but give birth to our future spawnlings [i say, spawnlings sounds so much awesome-r than babies] and even then i'll begrudge him for it since i got fat and moody for the spawnling to pop out.) omgggg. i sound like a total bitch. okay. change of plans. scrap what i said. i'll plan this thing out after marriage so the poor sucker can't do anything. muahaha. xD

what we could have been, 11:29 am.